today finish work. babii come to my hse.
his mood wasnt veri gd becos of his work.
but by the time he met mi he feel better ler.
sweet of him to give mi chocolates becos my day was olso ruin.
olso work la.
and since mornin i sms jayda.
haix.
darling, something reali wrong between us.
why didnt u realise niehx?
babii was here wit mi till around 1
but when he left my hse i don see a reason for mi to smile ler ba.
but he called mi.
he noes something is wrong.
and he was quite worri.
we sms and chatted till 3 plus.
actualli didnt wanna let him noe what happen.
but told him thou.
and here is he in my hse again.
i reali donnoe what makes mi like him so much.
we could talk about marriage, which he says he wanted us to go register and make mi his forever
we could talk about business which we wanted to open tgt and no chance for both of us to leave each other side.
we could talk about our future, our savings for holiday and so on.
and is the first time i open a topic about marriage to my bf.
i don trust in marriage at all.
but i trusted him.
i jus wanna be with him till the day i may leave the world.
i had promise him i will not make ani mistake to lose him in my life.
i am his world.
but he is my life.
i will upload some pics taken on mum bday=)
i cant slp.
so goin make breakfast around 7.30am.
haha.
for babii, mum and dad.
but needa rest abitbit ba.
cos workin later.
christmas comin.
this yr my best present is him=)
thx babii.
*-xuemin-*
*-bibii-*
take mi away
♥xuemin
♥BABY PRINCESS(11.7 WEEKS) 20 MAY 2009
