9_'2'5''25_'6'04 明天和未来；哪一个会先到呢？

Tuesday, February 24--9:07:00 PMY

take mi away

--8:04:00 PMY

hmmm.

long time no blog le.

hahax.

hmmm.

sorry.

lazy ba.

jus went for drinkin ystd wit jayda.

is been a long time ler.

i cut my hair short.

hahax.

alot of ppl cant reconise mi at all.

hahax.

iko havin some court case.

hopin nth will happen to her ba.

i and babii up and down.

but not reali quarrel a.

jus both of us tend to be moody alot.

but is awhile thing la.

valentine day he was veri sweet.

he is my world.

without him i will neber be myself animore.

hahax.

we both took some pics wit my short hair and his new hair style.

hahax.

uploadin.....

mi and baobeii=)

junde.xuemin=)

081208

he was watchin tv while takin pic wit mi.

babii and baobeii. hahax. NOOB!

not ready for pics yet=.=!

look at my babii! what is he lookin at. hahahx.

mi and him=)

*-xuemin-*

*-bibii-*

take mi away

Thursday, February 12--10:44:00 AMY

had a veri nice talk wit babii on our 2 month.

at nite in my hse.

and now.

we are slightly better.

understand what both of us are thinkin.

i was transfer to vivo to work ler.

rachael ask mi to stay to help her till the end of yr before i start skool next yr.

but i told her i will help her till i finish 3 month notice and if she need my help i will help her awhile more.

i wanna spend time wit babii olso de niehx.

hahax.

today off

babii went back to office to settle his stuff and will come home.

today i asked him not to drive and we are goin out=)

for the first time datin!!!!

so happi.

but where we goin?

hahax.

still thinkin.

but i am now waitin for him to come back.

his mum and sis went honk kong ler.

so nice.

hahahx.

but maybe mi and babii goin gentin wit his group of frenx.

iko!!!

hahax.

jus wanna go holiday wit my frenx and babii.

hahax.

okie la.

blog when i am free=)

*-xuemin-*

*-bibii-*

take mi away

Sunday, February 8--5:13:00 PMY

what a 2 month again.

i olways hope for him to give mi some surprise.

ystd nite keep myself awake jus to wait for him to finish watchin his soccer.

3 plus then manage to go to bed.

mornin woke up early to acc mum to bai tai sui.

damn tired.

now there he is slpin again.

do he have to do such thing durin or 2 months.

do he have to treat mi this way.

i have been real good for 2 months.

does he noes what i reali wanted?

donnoe why.

i jus wanna be alone again.

i don wanna spend my time lookin at him slpin.

babii.

is our 2nd month!!!

i jus wanna go home.

i rather be alone.

i hope to be alone.

*-xuemin-*

*-bibii-*

take mi away

Saturday, February 7--7:22:00 PMY

hmmm.

what to blog niehx.

okie.

talk about work.

i have alreadi tender to my resignation letter.

and next thing is about skool.

hmmm.

i wanna gi take my o lvl.

but the thing is even bmc sec intake is over.

and too rush for mi to get 4k for the skool.

so as what babii say.

i will join next yr intake.

and take my o lvl.

hmmm.

save up first.

hahax.

no place to go.

mi and babii at his hse.

haix.

i wanna go out.

but babii won wanna go out wit mi de.

sian.

tml our 2 month.

but i guess.

nth special to him ba.

neber mind.

blog when i am free ba.

*-xuemin-*

*-bibii-*

take mi away

Wednesday, February 4--11:47:00 PMY

this few days quite unhappi.

become real quiet and feel quite lonely.

actualli on sunday mi and babii plan to watch movie in the evenin.

but end up no.

but babii promise mi to watch on monday.

but monday nite he was playin lan wit his frenx.

so didnt watch.

then that nite after finish playin his lan.

we went to eat.

then went back to his hse.

but had a small agurement again.

and i cried.

jus that i feel so upset.

am i pamperin him too much or he still donnoe that i am workin hard to go back to the past.

but end up okie ler.

jus that i am quite upset.

and on tues he finally do what he promise mi to bring mi for a movie.

but wasnt a happi one la.

this few days i donnoe why.

jus veri moody.

whenever i need him it seems that he is neber around for mi.

i can lose everything but not him.

jus that i feel that we both are movin apart.

jus need a break to think what is the problem between us.

does he love mi?

do he reali reali love mi.

is still a qn that i am lookin for its answer.

valentine day comin and after that will be my bday.

he asked mi what i wan.

i told him.

i don wan anithing but jus hope that he could bring mi out jus like a normal couple.

i jus wanna have a datin wit u babii.

i hope it wasnt too bad request.

but this is all i wanted.

we both change.

i reali donnoe how to go back to the past.

jus donnoe how to move on alone.

i am reachin my extend alreadi.

alot of thin i choose to keep it to myself.

and alot of thing i hope to tell u.

but u are neber once serious in listenin to mi.

i feel like as if is a joke to u.

but sorri babii i am serious.

if one day i choose to leave u is not that i don love u.

i love u more then myself.

wanna protect u more then myself.

wanna see u gd more then myself.

is jus that we are both unhappi.

we both use to have future plans.

plans that wanna be tgt forever.

babii.

don promise mi ur life ler.

i don wan promise from animore.

i got no confident in our future either animore.

i am sorri.

i love u.

*-xuemin-*

*-bibii-*

take mi away

Sunday, February 1--5:25:00 PMY

this few days was quite busy.
but didnt pull off anitime in mi and babii.
i don reali noe how to explain about us now.
cos i lost confident in this relationship.
askin alot of qn to myself.
babii love mi anot?
i don doubt him.
but the more time we spend.
the more we both feel is a need for both of us to be tgt.
i love him more then myself.
i don wanna say more about us ler.
but i hope he reali noes.
i love him.

*-xuemin-*
*-bibii-*

take mi away