ystd nite went for movie.

red cliff 2. with iko and shin.

when we was in the cinema.

mi and babii was talkin about how mani show we have watch tgt.

this is not what i wanna say.

what i am reali upset in is he never once kept those tickets that we have watch tgt.

ystd was our fourth movie tgt. but he claim that we onli watch 3 movies tgt by now.

and worst till.

he was keepin another pair of tickets that i think was watch by him and his ex gf.

as to so mani thing has happen.

babii.

can u pls tell mi how much u love mi.

i neber feel so important in ur heart.

the first case.

u was keepin ur ex gf and the garlx that u like her and waited for her for 8 yrs.

the second case is u are like a heater to mi.

third is this.

how would u wan mi to believe u love mi.

u jus need mi.

but that anit love.

ystd nite when we was ready to slp.

i will never gonna ask u qn animore.

cos u will never gonna tell mi anithing.

what the hell we had said before no hidin from each other anithing.

and anithing we mus say.

this is all i got.

i reali feel like cryin.

u keep on sayin that i have change.

i don love u and i don dote on u.

becos u never will think of how u are treatin mi.

i never ask anithing from u.

i jus wan u to be serious.

i jus need u to be trueful.

i jus hope that u love mi.

action speaks louder then words.

and now ur words lost to ur action.

what have u got to explain.

i am olways lsitenin to u, i have neber done this before.

i am veri stubborn but to u i am reali a gd garlx ler.

i am still mi.

no changes in mi at all.

but ur words sometimes reali hurt mi alot.

have u ever thought i might feel sick and tired about all this.

i am not a garlx that i will complain alot.

for the ones i love i will do whatever it take to make them happi, even i myself are not.

my first serious relationship is broken up by a garlx

and i have made myself promise i will neber be one.

but sorri, i did.

i am a third parties before.

but ppl won noe how a third parties reali suffer.

i didnt complain either.

i have been in a relationship wit bastard!

and nobodi noe how silly am i to trust him.

i have been in relationship that he has been hidin an important thing from mi.

that he has divorce wit a son.

i don wish to noe.

but i jus wan everybodi to be happi.

i never mention.

but i reali don wanna work in that company ler.

i didnt say how not feelin i am now.

this few days.

suddenly wish for jayda wit mi.

maybe she might understand mi.

i don wan anibodi now wit mi.

give mi a reason to believe u ba.

i cant feel anithing now.

reali nth.

what u wann mi to do?

i am still waitin.

hopin u will be trueful to mi one day.

even if u say u don love mi.

i jus wan to noe babii.

*-xuemin-*

*-bibii-*