this few days quite unhappi.
become real quiet and feel quite lonely.
actualli on sunday mi and babii plan to watch movie in the evenin.
but end up no.
but babii promise mi to watch on monday.
but monday nite he was playin lan wit his frenx.
so didnt watch.
then that nite after finish playin his lan.
we went to eat.
then went back to his hse.
but had a small agurement again.
and i cried.
jus that i feel so upset.
am i pamperin him too much or he still donnoe that i am workin hard to go back to the past.
but end up okie ler.
jus that i am quite upset.
and on tues he finally do what he promise mi to bring mi for a movie.
but wasnt a happi one la.
this few days i donnoe why.
jus veri moody.
whenever i need him it seems that he is neber around for mi.
i can lose everything but not him.
jus that i feel that we both are movin apart.
jus need a break to think what is the problem between us.
does he love mi?
do he reali reali love mi.
is still a qn that i am lookin for its answer.
valentine day comin and after that will be my bday.
he asked mi what i wan.
i told him.
i don wan anithing but jus hope that he could bring mi out jus like a normal couple.
i jus wanna have a datin wit u babii.
i hope it wasnt too bad request.
but this is all i wanted.
we both change.
i reali donnoe how to go back to the past.
jus donnoe how to move on alone.
i am reachin my extend alreadi.
alot of thin i choose to keep it to myself.
and alot of thing i hope to tell u.
but u are neber once serious in listenin to mi.
i feel like as if is a joke to u.
but sorri babii i am serious.
if one day i choose to leave u is not that i don love u.
i love u more then myself.
wanna protect u more then myself.
wanna see u gd more then myself.
is jus that we are both unhappi.
we both use to have future plans.
plans that wanna be tgt forever.
babii.
don promise mi ur life ler.
i don wan promise from animore.
i got no confident in our future either animore.
i am sorri.
i love u.
*-xuemin-*
*-bibii-*
take mi away
♥xuemin
♥BABY PRINCESS(11.7 WEEKS) 20 MAY 2009
