last 2 days. something unfortunate happen to mi.

haix.

i don mean to lost it.

what should i react?

damn sad now.

i told babii.

and he was like.

i thought u don wanna have it and u are sad?

hmmm.

i am still a human.

and worst thing is.

i didnt even noe it exist and i lost it.

went out wit jayda ystd.

but was not in my mood at all.

jayda understand ba.

hmmm.

at nite went to hilltop. babii send mi and jayda up after our dinner tgt.

he got his new job which don have much time for mi.

but i understand.

he is tired almost every nite.

hmmm.

i went to drink when i cant.

but i was reali upset.

and steph came and tell mi ystd.

"did u noe who is joshua new gf"

i told her i know is a staff from hilltop.

but what does this concern mi animore.

everybodi up there was like.

"u and the who not tgt alreadi arhx"

lolx.

why not u all go ask him?

i am leadin a better life wit babii now.

and all my heart are wit my babii.

i belong to poh junde!

stop askin mi this nonesence.

when i was back home ystd.

babii didnt noe i was cryin.

what to do.

i couldnt slp the whole nite.

and i still woke babii up from slp.

sorri babiii.

i wanna say sorri alot.

i lose it.

slept at six but woke up and cant slp.

babii don seems to mind at all.

and he ask mi to treat it as a passerby.

how can i?

haix.

okie la.

goin back home ler.

at babii hse nth to do.

xuemin