haix.
i jus cant slp now.
tml mornin gotto go see doc.
quite worri
babii wasnt reali happi.
cos for us is not the time yet to be a parents.
i am not ready either.
i have my dreams, my studies, and my own work.
but i have lost it once. not twice ler.
if babii reali don wan it. i may lose one of them striaght away.
what can i do now.
tell mi what can i do.
i love u more then anithing i have.
but what about the lil thing.
that is about mi and u.
to what i noe.
i may have confirm that i have ler.
but doctor is onli a double confirm.
babii.
tell mi what can i do.
is best for us.
for u this time i cant do anithing.
cos both are like my own flesh.
u are young.
need ur freedom.
need ur own time.
so as i.
but i don wanna be a murderer again.
even i may to be alone to bring it up.
i will.
jus a lil confuse.
but frankly speakin.
i don wanna be alone babii.
but maybe from tml onwards.
we won be the same animore.
if i reali have it.
i will let u do ur choice.
i am not gonna force u this time.
u are gonna do the choice for mi.
u noe what i mean.
u noe de.
lets not contact till mornin when i let u noe.
perhaps this is a better way for mi to make a decision.
if i am not gonna call u or contact u tml.
u noe what i means.
don come to look for mi ler.
i am not gonna let u find mi.
but seriously, i am goin to be okie.
and if that is the case.
babii.
take real gd care to urself.
be happi cos this is what i can give u.
and rmb that i love u.
maybe we will jus lets thing cool down then i will contact u ler.
okie babii.
this few days.
u too not realli feeling well.
jus drink more water.
lead ur own life.
muackx.
xuemin
take mi away
♥xuemin
♥BABY PRINCESS(11.7 WEEKS) 20 MAY 2009
