hey hey.

everybodi. this is my baby.

i saw the heartbeat.

he is onli 8 cm big.

which is equal to 11.9mm

so small.

when actual scan.

the doctor make it big for mi to see.

he tends to have a sharp nose ya.

the head is onli the size to a pencil sharpener.

and the hands was slowly movin.

i nearly cried.

seein him.

i told myself.

i gotto be more braver for him.

i shouldn starve him for nth.

i jus don feel like eatin this fews days.

didnt even eat my medicine.

i am sorry baby.

the doctor says he is much smaller then expected.

around 2 weeks smaller.

but as long as i eat more.

the baby will be out by the date safety.

should i go to aust?

i think i should give my aunt a call ba.

hao ba. update again=)

xuemin