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Thursday, April 23--1:56:00 AMY

tml goin to see doc ler.
veri veri scare of whatever might happen.
not reali feeling gd.
mentalli or physically.
both ways are killing mi.
thought of goin aust to stay wit my aunt
mum doesnt allow.
but i hope this is the best way for everybodi.
although i understand that alone giving birth, alone goin through my prengency path is veri difficult.
but my whole life committed to my lil love now.
i jus gotto go aust and give birth to him and i jus find myself a job and work.
gd idea.
but my baby will never have a daddy animore.
i gotto double my love for him.
no one to blame but myself.
tml i can see my lil babii ler.
i don have to wait till 20th may.
and perhaps.
if i decide to go aust i may not even wait till 20th may then.
my baby will be 3 months old ler.
if i have a choice i don wanna be alone.
i am scare.
i keep on cryin for nth.
jus feel so scare.
but i told myself.
everything gonna be okie.
i mus reali be veri brave this time.
but i am goin crazy soon.
nobodi noes mi.
mum keep askin mi the same thing.
"has him tell his mum"
"we need to tell ur dad before ur stomach gets bigger"
what do u wan mi to reply.
i broke up wit him alreadi.
or he will come back to mi when he is ready to be a daddy.
how long i need to wait.
how long i need to be alone?
how long will u take to come back to mi.
the world is so curel.
which leave mi no paths.
i rather suffer for everybodi and protect them becos i love them.
but who is my guardian angel.
no one teaches mi what should i do.
i am so so tired.
even thinkin of bringin my baby to another peaceful world.
i am reali veri tired this time round.
no one will understand how i feel de.
let mi go pls!

xuemin
take mi away








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