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Sunday, May 17--12:39:00 PMY

can i sincerly pls everybodi not to tell mi what to do.
i came back from a tripnot to listen to everybodi lecturin mi.
abortin the baby isnt what i wanted.
but i got no chocie.
some ppl may understand my reason from doin it.
but most of the ppl are here droppin tag tellin mi wht should i do or what i should not do.
if u all are my frenx or family.
pls understand now that i love my baby more then ani ppl in this world.
includin my baby daddy.
nobodi is more heartache then mi for doin abortion.
i might not be able to survive through the operation cos i got a weak body.
but all i don wanna see is my baby out to suffer.
if i don love our baby i won even fuckin have it for three months when it started to kick mi.
when i started to understand what i am tellin him.
wth!
i am not out to listen to ppl who is tryin to change my mind.
the only person who is able to change my mind is my baby daddy.
i have told him straight too.
i jus wanna see that he is ready to be a daddy.
so in case even if i give birth to my baby
and anithing might happen to mi.
at least my baby is safe wit him.
but i got no more time to wait now.
so ppl!
don come tellin mi what should i do alreadi can!
i pls everybody.
i noe u all are caring for mi.
but have u all ever ask what i reali wanted?
have u all ever tried puttin urself in my situation?
have u all gone through this like mi?
have u all thought i am jus a garlx.
no matter how strong i may be.
but i still need ppl to be wit mi and understand mi.
i still need a shoulder to cry on.
someone to hug mi tellin mi everything gonna be fine for mi.
someone who actualli willin to listen to mi.
i may be happy infront of all my frenx.
i may be smilin or laughin wit them.
but every of them are telli mi not to force myself animore.
i don wana cry when i am outside.
but when i am at home i jus feel so lonely.
feel so scared.
even scare to slp early to dream of my precious plsin mi not to dump him away
veri scare to switch off my lights to slp alone.
if i have a choice i wanna see my baby out.
if i have a choice i won be here cryin so helplessly.
i seriously hope all of u can give mi a way out till 20th.
if u all say u all love and care for mi plspls.
leave mi a way out of this suffocatin place.
no place is comfortable for mi now to be.
i don noe how to face my family, babii's family or even him.
i miss him alot.
but i donnoe how should i face him.
i am sorry babii.
veri sorry.
pls forgive my immature this time.
but everybodi can misunderstand mi.
i jus wan u to noe i don wan this to happen either.
u alreadi noe ler.
abortion is not my choice, is our choice.
i am veri tired.
veri weak.
stomach doesnt feel well recently.
donnoe what is my precious doin inside mi.
but i somehow can feel the kicks ler.
my baby is jus sharin lil secret wit mi.
ask mi to not tell daddy.
jus wanna say.
baby, mummy love u.
daddy too.

xuemin
take mi away








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