9_'2'5''25_'6'04 明天和未来；哪一个会先到呢？

Thursday, May 21--12:25:00 AMY

hi everybodi.
hmmm.
went to hospital today lerx.
manage to see my precious=)
omg
he is so active
can u all imagine he is jumpin in my womb like nth lorx.
hahax.
hands and leg are movin alot.
and one thing for sure.
he got a sharp nose.
doctor say he is prefectly fine.
but mi abit slim la.
hahax.
but i am lucky.
i didnt hurt my baby.
at least no matter how i don have apptite or didnt eat on time.
my baby is still prefect.
i am goin for my abortion on june 11 2009.
is reali a gd bye ler.
i don wish to talk about mi and him ler.
cos our relationship ended when he choose to act cool and throw every single resposiblity to mi.
when he choose to lie to mi.
when he choose to be so immature but still end up sayin i am the immature one.
and blame everything to mi.
i don have to say what i did for him.
when he noes he will regret ler.
i have a veri happi day today.
alot of ppl came to acc mi.
but jayda bf again=(
hmmm
happi to see my baby well and safe.
at least i still can protect him till the 11th june.
spendin every single time on him.
this is what i should do even i am alone.
pregnancy reali tough.
maybe i still may be seen as a strong garlx.
but in fact i am tired ler.
i don wanna be alone.
luckily i still have alot of frenx around mi.
no matter what he is gonna say.
i noe i did my veri best as a mother ler.
ur words will never gonna hurt mi again.
don com e to try to act cool infront of mi.
i noe every single things u have done before.
i don deny u are a gd bf.
maybe not to the rest of ur ex.
but to mi.
but u could never be a gd partner for women whole life.
go get another fool who is willing to be played by u.
u will never gonna be a frenx to mi either lerx.
so ashame to be a fool for 5 months.
aniway.
u are the one who fuckin promise mi that u wan my life forever de.
and who wanted to have the baby that nite actaulli u should be more clearer then mi.
i wanted to leave u but u are the one who drop ur fuckin tears to make mi soft hearted.
even if i am drank is onli after our 3 month, nearly 4 month times which is not possible to have my baby for 3 month now.
u should noe what i am referin too.
so don try to tell ur frenx all this shit la.
i don wanna embarrass u de.
cos i noe u care lots of ur face.
but sorry.
i won wanna protect u animore ler.
now is time for mi to protect myself more.
u say u are scare of mi.
sorry okie.
u are even more scarier.
do one thing in front of mi and say the other thing to ppl.
i am not ur toys okie.
i don wish to noe thing about u either.
i am out wit my frenx almost everyday to enjoy without thinkin about u till i reach home.
take my advice.
be a better guy ba.
u jus have to live ur life wit guilt cos baby die becos his daddy cant make a gd dad.
i am not sacrifyin for u but my baby.
and lastly.
i truely feel that u are useless now!
stop ur nonesence ba.
i won torlerate u lerxx.
not gonna be ur toy animore.
jayken is my baby name.
is given by his daddy.
which i think i will allow it.
but other then this.
i will not even let u noe where i am gonna bury baby.
this is how i will become now.
thx to the way u are treatin mi.

xuemin

take mi away

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