mummy is too selfish.

but all i wan is to protect u from being hurt.

i never in my life thought that this could happen to mi.

ppl can say mummy is not a gd mum. but baby jayken, u should noe.

mummy did alot of thing for u.

i don need other ppl to noe. but u.

i am onli 18 yrs old. but havin u wit mi will be the best time i ever had.

i don have a gd childhood.

but i do hope that my own children will have a gd and unforgettable childhood.

that is u baobeii.

i am sorry. i didnt even give u the chance.

without u mummy won be happi either.

mummy promise u i won forget u.

my baby jayken so cute.

i love huggin u.

i love to see ur smile.

i love to see u.

u are cute cos ur daddy reali is cute when he is a baby.

mummy wasnt that bad either.

jus needa rmb.

daddy mummy reali wans to let u have the best that we can give.

what do u wan from mummy?

do u wan mummy to allow daddy to see u?

jus one word from u.

mummy promise i listen.

tell mi how much u wanna see ur daddy.

mummy promise u. i will allow.

mummy cryin again.

becos of u again.

baby sorry. mummy owe u too much.

if u wan mummy to be wit u. jus let mi noe.

i will give up on my life for ur sake.

mummy wans to be wit u.

mummy wans u.

i don wan the best doc in singpore to operate for mi.

i don wan suffer here alone without u.

mummy don wanna live without u.

i wan u to be in mi.

kickin mi.

i wan to feel ur lil heart beat every nite before i slp in the dark room alone.

i jus wan to feel u are there wit mi.

i put u to bed every nite.

give u a kiss and greet u gd nite.

wans to wake up everyday sayin gd mornin to u baby and feed u wit the breakfast i made jus for u.

bring u to skool. bath for u. see u grow.

mummy hope to be there for u.

i reali hope for that.

why cant i?

mummy is tired.

xuemin