jus back home.
feel veri tired.
hmmm
tml mornin as early at 6 plus.
goin out ler.
won be back till 3 days later.
hmmm.
is so suffocatin here.
i need a break.
maybe it might be my last trip in my life.
but i will enjoy it.
jus had a small mug of chivas plus green tea.
thx buddy=) he s the onli person who allow mi to drink
i reali wanted to drink that much.
i donnoe why.
ystd mornin went to settle thing and went back sam hse.
went spa wit mummy.
i so enjoy it.
milk spa.
hahax.
didnt manage to see daddy.
but was home around 4 plus ler.
didnt reali feel gd.
cos again whole day didnt eat.
sorry to my lil baby.
but had a supper nice dinner=)
pizza hut!
hahax.
wit wj.
reali thx to this frenx of his.
i might be veri upset.
but wj indeed a veri gd frenx.
pls don misunderstand anithing about mi and wj.
he is a gd frenx of my baby daddy.
jus helpin him to look after mi.
he was the one who intro us to be tgt.
but i don blame him landin mi in this situation.
i jus feel that i need to be alone till 20th.
early in the mornin that day i need to reach the hospital.
veri veri scare.
but look forward to meet my baby.
i wanted to leave wit my baby
nobodi could change my mind now ler.
u all may not understand mi now.
might be thinkin that i am so silly.
but when u all are havin ur own baby.
u all will noe ler.
is jus like ur baby tellin u.
mummy i need u wit mi.
baby, mummy love u lots.
i did gave u chance of livin.
but ur daddy gave u up.
mummy now runnin away from everybody.
i donnoe how to face my family, ur daddy family and ur daddy.
i don even wanna look myself through the mirror.
sorry baby.
mummy cant protect u.
but mummy will accompany u.
blog tml when i am free before i leave home.
hmmm.
okie ba.
nitenite.
xuemin
take mi away
♥xuemin
♥BABY PRINCESS(11.7 WEEKS) 20 MAY 2009
