9_'2'5''25_'6'04 明天和未来；哪一个会先到呢？

Sunday, May 24--1:16:00 AMY

okie. this two days manage to have my own time to cool down.
i noe is immature for mi to run away from everything.
but i jus need this.
dreamt about my baby jayken last two days.
he played wit mi
he smile to mi and he hug mi.
which leave mi cryin awake for 3 hrs plus.
is so real. he came to find mi.
the moment i hug him i noe he wans to be wit mi.
the moment he smile to mi is like he is tryin to say
"mummy do what u wan, i won blame u, jia you"
i cried so hard.
nobodi could understand how much i wanna bring him out.
but i won married his daddy.
this 2 days.
thought about it ler.
june 11th 2009(appointment booked)
for abortion.
i noe i needa carry on my life.
so i will be brave jus becos of my baby jayken.
i swear i will live to see him fall.
but of course.
i will never give up on relationship becos of him.
cos he is a bastard doesnt mean i cant trust every guys.
but i needa maybe 3 or 4 yrs to heal.
but i believe.
guys who reali love mi they will wait.
recently for nth.
i started to have "1 husband" "3 bfs" and "2 darlinks"
and is amazing.
is olways like this.
but i olways met better guys after a relationship ends.
took out the necklack that suffocated mi for months.
burn the tupid red book which a silly garlx did for 1st month present.
CHEN XUEMIN is ready to move on=)
sam wanna bring mi out for holiday after my abortion.
but i already have 2 dates ler.
1st is with my "husband" alone.
2nd is to go wit mi "husband" "3 bfs" and frenx.
3rd guess will be wit my darlinks!
hahax.
how long will i need.
i donnoe.
but i wanna go aust wit sam.
which he promise mi a 3 months stay over there.
he promise he will be wit mi and never leave mi.
i wanna go europ wit derrick which he promise mi a 4 months stay.
and both of them promise mi a japan trip which i wanted to stay there for as long as i can.
but before i leave for all this trip.
i of course will organise a chalet.
i promise everybodi that they are allow to send mi off.
cos is a gd start to my new life.
but they all gonna miss mi alot ler.
hahax.
i maybe bagpackin and roaming around this world for a few yrs.
but i promise i will be back.
a prettier mi and a better mi.
becos i am xuemin=)
hahax.
mummy did tell mi if i wanna bring some frenx to japan.
she will pay for their trip olso.
but nahx.
i jus wanna be alone to start my own journey.
i will leave singapore at around 2 months time.
to tioman again, and another island.
and once i am back again i wil jus leave for trips ler.
but will be comin back on aug for daddy birthday party.
i promise daddy i will be his prettiest princess that nite wit my prince.
oppss.
nahx.
is sam la.i will be comin back wit him for 3 days ba.
so my frenx can meet mi on the 3 days.
but i am sorry for my own dad bday. mum and sis.
i won be coming back to celebrate wit u all.
but even my frenx whose bday is comin.
i will prepare present and to be sent back to u all de.
baby jayken wanna slp now lerx.
nites=)

xuemin

take mi away

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♥her wish to be a mother
♥her wish to have a healthy body now
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♥BABY PRINCESS(11.7 WEEKS) 20 MAY 2009

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