9_'2'5''25_'6'04 明天和未来；哪一个会先到呢？

Wednesday, May 13--11:08:00 PMY

ystd till now i onli slept for 3 hrs.
was smsin wit babii.
feel so heartache. feel so lost.
wanna run away, i donnoe how will i face him.
i am reali sorry.
don blame urself ler.
is all my fault.
is all my fault.
veri heartache to see all the sms u send to mi.
i donnoe.
jus feel u are now comin closer but i am the one movin away ler.
i don wan too.
but standin there waitin i am tired ler.
i am sorry.
i donnoe how to say ler.
lied to u that i will meet u when i am back.
but i noe.
when i see u i will start walkin away from u.
i miss u alot.
reali alot.
but donnoe why i donnoe what will happen when i get to see u.
i am leavin singapore around 6am.
so a few hrs of slp more.
i couldnt slp.
couldnt eat.
i miss u alot.
i miss watchin movie wit u.
miss eatin dinner wit u.
miss holdin hands wit u walkin side by side.
i reali reali miss u.
but babii.
i don think i will meet u ler.
i wll be back on the 16th.
wj bday on 17th.
but i told him ler.
i won be around if there is celebation.
18 i will go out wit sam and derrick.
19 baobeii bday.
on the 2oth as early at 8.35am
i will meet our percious for the last time.
and i will do the abortion.
no matter what happen.
if anithing might happen to mi.
go to wj and he will tell u thing that i hope u could help mi to fulfil it.
i am sorry.
i reali donnoe how to face u at all.
but i reali miss u alots.
i will leave in a veri peaceful way.
which i have no regret at all.
leavin a better life for ur future.
this is small lil thing that i could do for u.
but if i am able to make it throught the operation.
promise mi that i go left and u will go right.
hao hao de guo.
u owe mi nth but i owe u alot.
i am reali sorry i hurt u.
other then this i reali donnoe what else i could do ler.
i could never treat u as my frenx.
i am sorry.
i donnoe why i am cryin.
but as i told u.
my tears u are worth.
this song simply suits our relationship.
is all a beautiful mistake we made.
but from the first time u hold my hand. for the first time u ask mi to be wit u forever.
i promise i will stay wit u.
no matter where am i or what will happen.
i will never leave u de babii.
find a garlx that is not like mi.
i noe u still misses the garlx u like before.
go ahead and woo her again.
be brave.
jia you.
for ur work.
for ur relationship or everything.
u will have my blessing.
but in mi.
u will be the last
nobodi can replace u in the first place in my heart.
if there is.
is onli our percious baby.
i will be brave throughout the operation.
no matter what i don wan u to send mi to my last journey.
i got no more time ler.
veri veri scare now.
if u are here wit mi i will stop my cryin.
if i have u by myside i promise i won cry
but i noe.
everything is too late ler.
don need u to do anithing.
i jus wan u to say "xuemin, jiayou"
for ur sake i will.
veri veri scare now.
wonder why the time past so fast.
but if i could still control the time.
i won wanna be wit u.
i don wanna hurt u again.
u deserve better.
lastly.
babii junde, bibii xuemin lurve u from the bottom of her heart.
jiayou okie=)
i don wan the smile that i love gone.

xuemin

take mi away

♥ PROFILE ♥

♥xuemin
♥18
♥her wish to be a mother
♥her wish to have a healthy body now
♥her longed to see her baby
♥her loves for her ~~baby princess=)~~

♥xuemin

♥BABY PRINCESS(11.7 WEEKS) 20 MAY 2009

♥ MYLOVES ♥

♥baby princess
♥chocolates
♥my frenx
♥my shoes
♥my dresses
♥my baggies
♥my nail care
♥my make-up item
♥tramisu ice-cream
♥lavanders

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♥huiqii
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