i guess alot of ppl wanna noe about the conversation about mi and baby daddy.

early in the mornin i receive his sms

junde-"do u reali hate mi"

is till at nite then i reply him

xuemin-"xuemin here. i think i need to let u noe. hmmm. from the day i stopped contactin u i have alreadi made up my mindto keep my baby. is not for marriage or ani other tings in exchange as to thereason i am lettin u noe. baby jayken will have my surname. so u should noe what i wanna say lerx. is mine baby. i don hate u. but is jus that u are still immature. forget it. make mi feel sick and tred onli. our thing is alreadi over lerx. as for ur work. i needa tell u. jus think twice when cork ask u wherede u wanna be promoted anot. ur company is jus sayin that cos u got car. maybe is a gd thing for u. but ur expenses. i am sure u are still mature to think about ur own expenses too. takkaire."

junde-"thx for tellin mi. and thx 4 not hating mi. i nod mysel. mayb u'r rite tat i'm immature.not a person tat any1 can depend.not a person tat can achieve big tins. and not a gd guy. i ruin yr life. mak u miserable.sorri. a 1000sorri.. i should not come into yr life. and worst. i cant git u anyt tis 5 months. i hate mysel 2. if u wann tak my life,i'll gif u tak.. i miss jayken. i oso don wish to kill him.i reali wan him see tis world 2.. i nod i hat no rite 2 say such tin.. hate mi ba. i deserve it. hop 1 day. i can get 2 see jayken. jus hop everyt be fine 4 u. and sorri. for de last time.."

xuemin-"if only u could be mature. u will be a veri gd bf and a husband. but for u. u are still not prpeare yet. i don blame u at all. i wanted to hate u lots too. but baby seems like telling mi. everything gonna be fine. u use to be my world. now is him.my parents or ur parents is happi wit my decision.nobodi blames u too. i will let u see baby. but i hope u will be ready to be a dad at that time. i hope u are happier now without mi too. don apologise ba. is not what u wanna thou. but i still hopeu reali reali still could work hard for urself thou.as i say. u are a gd guy when u are mature. cos u are not bad in person. jiayou ba."

junde-"i'm speechless. so many tin i done 2 hurt u and yet u stil say tat. i reali hate mysel. i reali wann achieve big tins. i can work hard. jus tat tis my pathetic life. reali thx.. i'm reali sorri 2 yr parent as well. reali sorri. if not 4 de time i lost my job.. i tin we won end up lik tis. but u'r a great gf i eve hat. thx.. i nod yr life is happi now.. i'm glad.. if anyt tat i can help. pls tell mi.4 jayken.i'll do anyt.. reali thx.and sorri.."

xuemin-"if i am a gd gf we won even end up like this. it take two hands to clap. if u wanna do anithing for jayken. don apologise then. actualli the onli thing i hope is u could reali be nice to ur parents. cos once u are goin to be a dad u will understand them lerx. if can faster go find another job. i donnoe wherede u still willing to take my advice. butdon lose track on the gd path. don lose ur way. maintain the best u. hmmm. jayken wanna see the best dad image too. i am workin real hard so mus u. u don have to worri much about mi. ur parents did alot lerx"

xuemin-"and one more thing. my life happier now is cos i noe jayken wans mi to be happi. so u mus be happi too.for now i hope u can be like mi. don let other things influence u. onli baby jayken. so u will be happi too le."

junde-"i nod my parents always treat mi very gd. but i'm jus a useless kid. i'll still work hard. to repay dem. thx so much. i feel bette le. jayken is my motive. tx. glad to see all fren besid u when u down. if der a guy tat reali can git u xinfu.jusgo. if not it will slip away.as long u'r happi, i'm glad.. pls tc yr health ok.. anyt jus let mi nod. thx alot..."

xuemin-"don look down on urself. mi and ur parent still waitin to see the day u grow up. not useless. is jus that u need time. ur frenx are part of them. pls don hate them. they are jus doin something for their best frenx baby. my love life alreadi gone since the day i decided to have baby. cos next time he will decide for mi lerx. but mine still take yrs. if baby jayken don like the guy i am wit. i still gotto find another one thou. we are not tgt lerx. but i still a veri gd frenx to be la. can still complain about gf to mi. ur mum is rite. still could be frenx thou. don thx mi lerx. i did nth for u. okie ba. takkaire ba. nite."

junde-"haiz.. don treat mi 2 gd ok.. i don deserve u treat mi 2 gd. veri happi and touch 2day.. mus be happi ok=) if anyt can tel mi.. meet up 4 drink o tok oso can.. a last thxto u. sweet dreams to u and baby jayken.."

xuemin-"i am not treatin u gd. but baby jayken. u let mi noe when u wanna meet out la. i am too free lerx. no worries. sweet dreams too daddy.(baby jayken) takkaire.(xuemin) don reply le. go slp ba."

this is all lerx.

abit heartache to read it over and over again thou.

donnoe why.

okie la.

gonna have dinner le.

baby jayken hungry again!!!!

lolx.

xuemin