later in the afternoon, gonna meet baby jayken again.
i hope he is not affected by ystd incident.
cos he is veri quiet today.
if anithing gonna happen to him.
i will make sure i kill the uncle.
i hope i could see it sex in today appointment.
veri scare as i needa take blood test.
heard is painful.
but for baby sake, xuemin jiayou=)
is jus like i am prepare on the baby birth date, alone in the room givin birth to him.
i am tired, gonna slp ler. but here is my reply to the tags.
to derrick,
no worries. i will be fine de.
i jus need time to forget about the matter.
don have to feel sorry
i noe u don wan it to happen de.
sorry to scare u again.
i reali donnoe what will happen to mi if not for u.
haix.
but no worries.
ur precious xuemin is brave and strong de.
if i reali wanna cry out again.
i still need u to lend mi ur shoulder again.
reali thx for protectin mi.
to sam,
when u are ready to treat mi as ur frenx then i will meet u.
this way is better for mi and u.
what i need is frenx not relationship to stay wit mi now.
is olso maybe a life time thing when my baby wanna be selfish to have his mum all by himself.
and i will stay by his side forever without relationship then.
u should noe better then everyone, how stubborn i can be.
don try to sms mi like as if u noe mi veri well!
whatever thing that aint ur concern, plspls leave it alone.
i don wanna anibodi to be busybody to interfer anithing.
no matter what is all my choice.
choosing to be a single mother, choosing to be free, choose to suffer alone!
is all my own choice.
if u dare to poke ur butt into this matter.
i will make sure u won be able to see or hear from mi lerx.
one last time i wanna say.
don ever try to do ever thing to hurt innocent ppl.
i wanna let u noe.
money cant even buy love
money cant buy true love.
u are never been in love so u won noe how much hurt to see the person u love feel suffocatin when he or she is wit u.
u won noe when u reali love a person, all u wan is he or she to be happi.
when u reali love a person, u will do whatever thing even if to take away ur life jus to protect him or she.
when u love a person, u will never ask much from him or she but to do much more thing for them.
i am not gonna pick up ur calls or reply ur sms till u are awake from ur acohol.
ur love is too much for mi to carry.
i rather i wait here for a no return.
xuemin
take mi away
♥xuemin
♥BABY PRINCESS(11.7 WEEKS) 20 MAY 2009
