onli an hr ago. i was bloggin.

jus durin this hr, funni thing happen again.

i mainly jus wanted to go out and have supper wit derrick.

but i was while i was waiting for derrick to come.

a uncle approach mi.

he asked where i wanna go. he sit down beside mi and he touch mi.

i walked away and warn him i will call the police.

i realise i didnt bring my phone out.

he run towards mi and he hug mi.

i ask him to let mi go.

i say i am pregnant ask him to let mi go.

he didnt, and he pushes mi to a corner.

luckily derrick came.

he beated the uncle and he wanted to call the police.

but the uncle say sorry to mi.

i don wanna let him go.

i don wanna let him go.

but he say he won do it again. i was sittin there crying.

when derrick came to hug mi i was whispering his name.

i noe derrick is around but i was calling out for his name instead.

i donnoe why.

i was calling out for his name.

derrick cant help but to hug mi tighter.

he say if i reali wans to see him i could call him to come.

why is this happenin to mi over and over again.

why!

i am so scare now to step out of this hse.

derrick jus left mi.

but i wanna say i don wanna be alone.

i feel so scare.

where are u?

i need u here by myside.

i feel so dirty.

i wanna go for another bath.

so dirty.

xuemin