ystd nite was so relieve.
had a gd talk wit my baby daddy.
jus a few sms but manage to keep both of our mood to the best.
i hope he is relieve too.
thou i noe alot of ppl reali wans to see a happi ending between mi and him.
frenx is the best i could be.
i still can forgive him for treatin mi so immaturely.
i can forgive those words he say to hurt mi
but i will never forgive lies.
he lied to mi.
he thought i won noe.
forget it la.
it hurts when i think about it.
i told him by the time baby out. i hope he could be ready to be a daddy le.
baby growin up will wait for nobodi. so if u missed.
no choice lorx.
hahax.
actaulli it reali hurts mi to hear him apologise.
i noe, if u were given another choice u won wan thing to end this way.
but if u reali wanna do something for mi and baby.
pls help mi look after ur parents.
i noe is none of my concern.
but ur parent is veriveri gd to mi, i cant sit there and do nth.
ur mum health is slightly bad. and this few days she cant eat much.
i had dinner wit her ystd nite, and she onli eat a spoonful of the food.
heartache to see that too.
ur mum prefer food that is not that oily, so if can jus buy her something to eat at nite when u comin home.
she will be happi to eat de.
while ur dad is more praticular in foods but he love all kinda of foods.
jus not too oily, salty and not too sweet.
but what they are concern most is u.
they wanna noe that u have been eatin when u are outside.
don skip meals!!!
everybodi so heartache to see u slim down so fast.
i cant imagine that ur tights are even smaller then mine!!
okie, is i envy.
hahax.
whatever la.
pregnant lady don concern much about body le.
lolx.
but seriously.
if can, go home early once in awhile to slp early.
i've told u before, slp early and u will feel veri happi the next day de.
olways so bad mood.
i noe u will feel borin at home.
but once in awhile ba.
ur mum is quite concern about it.
so envy u=)
to have such a nice parents.
but seriously, i like them too.
so i am sure, when baby jayken born.
and he will be the happiest baby even thou he don have a complete family.
dec. so slow!!
i cant wait to see him out.
cos i am sure, my looks plus baby daddy looks. i guess he might be cute too.
his daddy got dimples.
while i have baby fats on my face.
hahax.
but try not to have ur daddy big nose.
sharp nose is better.
hahax.
did i offend someone!
hahax.
jk la, can take it rite.
hahax.
2 more days and i can meet baby jayken again.
hahax.
everytime i see him, i will feel even motivated to work hard jus for his sake.
jus scare that i could be a gd mummy=(
cos i noe, a gd mummy don onli applies if u are givin the best to ur baby.
but his education, his life, his everything.
i am gonna study and work and takkaire of baby when he is out.
i am still young. so education still have to go on.
i can lesser my slpin time. but i could never lesser time spend wit my baby jayken.
try to give him double love.
and that means!
i got no time for relationship le.
hahax.
since i am still young.
baby need mi more then anibody else.
omg!
and i need to start thinkin of a chinese name for him
had a few in hand.
but goin to shifu to calculate his character la.
i got so much time at home doin nth, but i cant even think of one.
so useless.
oh ya.
this norti baby jayken.
ystd nite i was havin a nitemare when slpin.
i dreamt of i alone givin birth to the baby i the operation room.
i looked so painful,
haixyo.
then suddenly.
there comes the boxin.
hahax.
omg.
i could woke up from the kick that he give mi ystd nite.
can u imagine how hard was it.
he was hungry la.
but it makes mi turn and roll on my bed for like 2 hrs before i could slp again.
now that he is full.
he wanted to slp.
but i gonna take my med le.
sian norx.
awful!!!
is for my flu and cough first. then finish takin the bottle
i have to start brewin med to drink ler.
no choice.
doc say my body too weak.
haix.
jiayou jiayou jiayou.
few months gonna be over le.
till i finish baby breastfeedin!
i am gonna have a party nite to drink!!!
omg.
6months later when baby born.
haixyo.
still far la.
sad horx!
hahax.
abit headache now again.
plus baby kickin.
i guess i need to get some rest.
when i jus woke up at 3 plus.
hahax.
xuemin
take mi away
♥xuemin
♥BABY PRINCESS(11.7 WEEKS) 20 MAY 2009
