9_'2'5''25_'6'04 明天和未来；哪一个会先到呢？

Wednesday, July 22--6:15:00 PMY

finally can blog ler.
alot of thing happen this few days.
wanna blog but something is wrong wit my blogger!
first of all

ppl u all should visit my links under mommies.
hmmm.
"the dead twins"
is a veri brave mummy who wanna rmb her twins.
i cried when i see her blog.
young age, i noe how unhappi she will be ba.
i am a twins myself but i reali reali alot luckier then her.
although i am a mom to be.
a single mom.
but my baby daddy still in close contact wit mi.
cos of this lil precious we had after a 3 months of being tgt.
thou fast but is not a surprise.
is the very very precious gift that baby daddy left for mi till till end of our relationship.
but the poor girl.
i reali think u are brave darling!
i noe if u have a choice, u never wan them to leave u.
cos when the babies is in u, u get to feel them.
their heartbeat, their lil breathing.
get to feel their kicks.
till now i still cry becos of ur story.
i am lucky to keep my baby wit mi.
even thou in the first place baby daddy doesnt wan mi to have it either.
i am proud to say, i rather leave baby daddy then he askin mi to go for abortion.
and maybe due to my age, jus nice 18.
although havin baby wasnt my dream and wishes for my 18 bday.
but guess what.
i still love my baby.
i am not brave to abort this lil life cos since the day i have baby in mi.
is a risk for mi.
i have a weaker body, which i never knew will be that bad till
abortion or having it, i might not be able to survive to see baby.
but even if that is the case.
i have alreadi walked 5 months myself.
is tough, but is worthy.
i don wanna think of all bad thing that gonna happen on the day baby born.
i jus hope i could live for 1 min to carry baby on my arms before anithing happens to mi.
jus for that min.
every mum is brave. cos is reali not easy.
so i trust u that u will be a great mum in future.
and tell ur children that they have this 2 lil babies siblings before.
they are gonnna be so proud on u=)
never easily trust guys alot now.
cos they don deserve us doin things for them.
so women we should depend more on ourself.
maybe i use to be a prefectionist, so i am so use to this dependence
but i am sure this is the safer way to protect urself darling.
i hope to chat to u=)
cos we can be very gd frenx to talk too.
okies.
xuemin_070323@hotmail.com
add mi=)

secondly,
i had a clean break wit sam.
but this few days i notice myself staring into blank thinkin of him.
what is he doin, is he all rite?
i wanna sms u him.
but i broke his heart.
to let him give up in a less painful ways is to leave him alone.
rite?
but my dear, i misses u.
there will be alot places we will meet each other.
i noe u have been to those places jus to see mi.
but sorry, i am avoiding.
i donnoe what will i say to u
but is best like that ba.
thx for everything u gave mi.
3 yrs back, i reali love u once.
u are a very very nice guy i met.
if i get a sec chance to turn back to 3 yrs ago.
i won give up on u.
thx for lovin mi for 3 yrs.
u olways say, "u deserve to be treated like a princess"
but is onli u are capable of doin everything so willingly for mi.
jiayou my dear.
move on=)

thirdly,
i am sick for this few days.
donnnoe why.
headaches, flu and cough.
a slight fever ystd nite thou i had medicine willingly.
for the sake of my baby, i need to learn to takkaire of myself more.
but i am so weak to move.
didnt tell my mum cos don wan let her worry.
so even at home i am still alone lookin after myself.
i had nose bleeding too.
and is quite serious
but it stops ystd ler.
luckily.
hmmm.
okie.
can i blog later when i am back meetin darlings!

ps: i am now at my baby daddy hse.
tml gonna meet baby!
to see his sex and body.
lolx.
i am lookin forward!!!!
hahax.

blog later=)

xuemin

take mi away

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