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Tuesday, July 7--5:18:00 AMY

finally got the mood to blog.
on the 3rd which is on the friday.
woke up early in the mornin to quarrel wit mum.
which made mi quite piss off.
i didnt slp much cos till 5 am that day i was wit jiahui at mac eatin mac nugg!
lolx.
and when i was walkin home.
i was followed by a guy that wanted to noe mi.
but "early in the mornin" i was scared by him.
i didnt give my number to him.
not reali in the mood of makin frenx.
on the evening.
went to hospital wit daddy, mummy, baobeii, qii and qun.
ah gong and ah ma slim down alot.
which makes mi very very heartache.
i jus feel lke cryin.
and ah gong fall down jus 5 mins before we step into the room.
he had facture his right shoulder which he needa a x-ray.
he was cryin to mi that he doesnt wanna be in hospital.
he was holdin my hand sayin "i wanna go home"
i olmost cried.
but i noe, i cant cry infront of ah gong and ah ma.
i help to feed ah gong to eat as he cant reali move his right arm.
but i was so heartache.
he jus wanted to live like a normal person
eatin those food that he wanted rather then food in hospital which totally sucks like hell.
he told mi he wanted to eat carrot cake, he wanted to eat lontong,
he told mi he only have 2 months left.
he cried when i wipe his tears.
i am so upset.
i reali wanna go visit him again.
all the way till 8pm ba.
we head home.
i went home to take some stuff and i head to baby daddy hse.
bought my own dinner but no appetite to finish thou.
this few days was at baby daddy hse la.
which make sam very very angry.
actually was suppose to go out wit mummy and him for the past 2 days.
but sorry, i am reali tired.
mummy alreadi bought the dress for mi.
i haben saw it yet.
and is the first time within this 3 yrs plus i cried becos of sam.
i was so upset by him.
no matter how u dislike mi goin to my baby daddy hse and bryan hse.
i will never gonna change my relationship wit their family for u.
pls understand!
they are very very important to mi.
went orchard today.
so tired.
and was jus home.
finish bathin now lyin on my bed bloggin.
i am so tired.
tml needa wake up early and oout again.
and 8th is my chinese doc appointment.
9th is kkh appointment.
but i noe this few days i don have enough slp.
so i goin orhx orhx soon lerx.
i wasnt feelin very well this few days a baby daddy hse.
stomach abit pain.
headache and so tired.
look veri veri restless.
but actualli did overwork abit doin some housework at his hse.
which i am not suppose too.
cos of the dust which make mi headache and doin some tough work.
i am so so tired.
didnt manage to meet yuyun today.
miss her like hell.
hahax.
iko and bf patch too ler.
so happi for her.
apple is goin into labour 26 more days.
next up will be jiahui.
and then i may be busy wit ah gong stuff lerx.
maybe shoppin for baby stuff on 23rd july after seein baby wit baby daddy and granny.
is a maybe cos baby daddy has not confirm wit mi.
but is not up to my concern ba.
i jus feel that havin this baby is like my problem.
i don think baby daddy might get affected in aniways thou.
the person that is losin everything will be mi again and again.
he told mi before, for baby sake whatever i need him to do he will do.
but till now, i am still pampering him like a baby too.
i do everything about mi and baby alone and even busy wit his stuff.
i donnoe.
sorry to complain.
but i jus feel baby daddy didnt make a effort doin what he promise.
there is no promise to his so call promises.
so i actualli feel that he will suddenly tell mi that he won be able to make it on the 23rd.
so use to his "promises" lerx.
forget it la.
if he reali love baby jayken he will do what he says de.
if he reali love baby jayken he will change himself de.
if he reali hopes baby could follow his surname which is a "doesnt matter to mi", he will show mi the effort of being a daddy de.
even sam did a better job then him now.
i am sorry to say.
but it reali depend on himself lerx.
is not for mi, cos i reali don wanna give a damn to anithing ler.
is all for baby.
i am goin rest ler.
baby slp ler.
gd nite my dear baby jayken.
love u=)

i love u alot thou.
but soon, i am letting u go.

xuemin
take mi away








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