9_'2'5''25_'6'04 明天和未来；哪一个会先到呢？

Sunday, July 12--4:06:00 AMY

jus now in the evening went to ardmarity wit jiahui.
hmmm.
but didnt eat
so whole day onli eat porriage, small bowl in the afternoon that mummy cook.
not much appetite.
maybe cos still abit feeling unwell
hahax.

i got to noe zoe olso pregnant for a month.
haixyo.
same situation as mine.
her bf immature.
feel that she is so poor thing.
cant help her alot.
but could onli talk to her about my "story"
hope she understand.
maybe i am alot better then her now is cos baby daddy and mi is still quite gd now.
i guess thou i am not married to him.
but i am alot happier then the other garlx.
cos i got nth to worry.
only "when can i see baby?"
hahax.
so apple worries mi alot.
jiahui olso and now zoe.
u all are all my frenx.
and we are all goin through pregnancy now.
i noe u all de pain.
jiayou worx garlx.
we all can make it de=)

jus now sam sms mi.
ask mi wherede i am free tml.
all i told him is "sorry dear, i am fully booked"
then he called mi.
ask mi who booked mi.
hahax.
i intend to slp till afternoon tml.
cos now so late haben slp.
lolx.
and then wake up maybe needa go iko hse find her talk talk.
long time didnt see her ler=)
then after that i meeting ivy ba.
and meeting zoe, jiahui later after i finish meet ivy.
all garlx niehx
why no guys date mi.
got la.
derrick!
hahax.
sam wanted ask mi out datin.
sorry my dear.
ur gf mi so fully occupied everyday.
hahax.

but actualli if tml afternoon i will receive call from baby daddy mum.
i will maybe head to her hse rather then iko de.
cos she is not feelin well now.
needa go see her.
quite worry about her olso.
hear her voice like quite sick.
haixyo.
tell baby daddy he olso won care much de.
hmmm.
cos he busy workin ma.
but sam was abit unhappi again.
but he gotto accept it.
sam complain alot nowadays worx.
but he noes is useless.
so could onli complain to derrick and derrick called mi to nag.
lolx.
but all i could say is.
give mi more time ba.

despite all this thing i am worryin now.
grand dad is olso a problem.
he left hospital and back home to rest ler.
but hse nobody free to look after him.
and my mum brother and sis are onli eyeing for his money.
haix.
so unfair to him.

sam bday is olso another problem.
i haben go try the dress.
haben do anithing.
haixyo.
they all olways rush mi la.
but is less then 48 hrs lerx.
wat to do.
maybe if tml got time abit.
slot in time to go try on the dress ba.
but run here run there i am tired
i jus hope i could stay somewhere i wanna be and slp while i can.
i noe is unfair to sam now.
i too don understand what is sam holdin on now.
despite the way i am treatin him.
i am sorry my dear.
but i reali donnoe what is the right and wrong things to do now.
thinkin of him when i am wit u?
missing him when u are beside mi.
lovin him so much still when i wann give u a chance.
do u wanna tell mi what to do?
i feel so gulity now.
cos i noe i will hurt u alot.
i noe u don like mi to be so honest.
i noe u don wan mi to be so frank about my feeling.
but i will never lie to myself de.
u noe that de.

i jus miss him alot.
when can i see him?
haix.
i am bit tired now.
wanna slp slp slp.
baby slp ler.
hahax.
okie la.
nite nite.

i miss and love u=)

xuemin

take mi away

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