this might be my very last blog till i am back from london on the 12th=)

so excited.

hahax.

sam was laughin at mi sayin that afterall i am jus an 18 yrs old girl.

he was so kind enough to come and check my lauggage for mi.

cos he say i might forget alot of stuff.

thx my dear=)

sometimes i wanna ask.

can u stop being so nice to mi?

i appreciate ur gd to mi.

jus becos i accidentally burn my fingers abit ystd.

can make u buy alot of medicine and lotion for mi.

i haben say anithing but u noe i am hungry, and laughin at mi sayin that i grew fatter.

is my baby jayken okie!!!!

and whenever i am feeling angry, moody or bad-temper.

u olways kept quiet and let mi scold or vein out my anger.

despite how much i hurt u.

u are olways there for mi.

when i am not feeling well.

even a slight flu, u olways use this as an excuse to look for mi.

i never once hear u say u are tired loving mi.

i never once hear u say u wanna give up on mi.

all u tell mi is "u deserve to be treated like a princess"

u noe i don like guys lying to mi, but u are olways so honest that even ur frenx laugh at u sayin that u are tupid.

whole world onli u won lie to mi.

but what are u to mi?

i realli donnoe.

i have never done anithing for u.

but olways let u worry, sad for mi.

who is so tupid worryin mi till he is willing to wait till i reach home 4-5am under my blk.

who is the silly guy that wanna do everything for mi.

u never fail to give mi the best.

the best as in every women would want.

never allow mi to travel alone especially when i am pregnant.

thou is not ur responsible to look after mi.

but from ur hse to mine 45 mins, and jus to send mi home or bring mi out to eat.

u olways reach home late.

i noe u love speeding wit ur car.

but becos whenever i am in ur cars, u olways drive as safety as possible.

i noe u love riding ur bike too.

but becos of mi, ur bike is left rotting in ur vehicals slot.

when i don feel like walking or suddenly feeling unwell.

u olso piggy back mi even when ur back are hurting.

and once u carry mi, despite walkin a distance u neve complain that u are tired or i am heavy.

olways love putting mi to slp before u even if u are very tired.

u never once showed mi temper till last week.

and is only once in this 3 yr plus.

but when u see mi cry, still wipe my tears and apologise when u are not in fault.

and i noe ur lil secret.

u have a secret room in ur room which mummy told mi when i visited ur hse last 3 months ago.

and u wanted to have the room to keep those memorable thing about mi and u.

i went into the room.

sorry that i went in without letting u noe.

but u reali show mi ur love for mi.

alot of thing u did for mi that is too much for mi to explain.

when u talk to mi jus now.

i noe u too jus wan mi to be happi.

even thou u saw my blog and noe who is that guy i am refering too.

but u could still say that u don mind.

even thou u might get hurt, u jus wanna be wit mi.

i got nth to pick on u.

u are gd looking, rich and importantly.

u are true to mi.

even thou u noe being my bf can never be a frenx to mi animore after we break.

despite all this, u still don mind.

silly boy.

i will try my best to be a gd gf to u.

give mi alot more time.

cos he is still in mi.

i noe u cant see this post till when we are back=)

but i jus wanna thx u for everything.

heading off in less then an hr.

and baby jayken hungry again.

lolx.

i wanna see baby as soon as possible!

hahax.

my norti baby

but mummy still love u.

i realise, baby jayken love to eat oranges=)

but i was told by doc say i should avoid oranges and watermelon=(

so sad.

but baby jayken olso making mi love soya milk lerx.

and i realli love to slp.

i actualli forget to pack marley wit mi.

but sam has helped mi to bring marley ler.

cos he scare later i cant slp in plane.

and i nearly forget my medicine=)

luckily i have him.

okie la.

jus called sam and he say he is in car wit mummy and daddy now coming fetch mi.

i miss everybodi.

but i still wanna enjoy too.

blog when i am back.

i miss ya too=)

xuemin