9_'2'5''25_'6'04 明天和未来；哪一个会先到呢？

Thursday, July 16--11:34:00 PMY

today woke up at 3 plus.
i was so tired.
but was woken up by my dear jayda.
hahax.
cant slp after she call.
was thinkin wherede did she had a quarrel wit her bf.

hmmm.
4 plus, receive a sms from baby daddy.
damn sad/angry/dissapointed!
donnoe which temper should i be in.
he told mi that he cant go wit mi to see baby on 23rd.
and i was like haix.
even wanna book an 3D scan for him to see baby throughly.
but i don see a need then.
is baby 5 months old.
and i have thought he long took a leave or a off day jus becos he noes is important to mi and baby.
maybe not to him ba.
i feel so sad.
but couldnt get angry cos his reason is his colleague dont wanna change off day wit him.
jus could onli feel so sad.
and honestly, yes i cried abit.
cos he broke his promise again.
blame it on mi to trust him so much.
he nv noes how important it is to mi.
and i have talk to baby about daddy won be able to make it.
and baby kicked mi once and till now.
i don feel anithing from baby.
baby giving mi temper till now, which i donnoe what to do.
i didnt eat for the whole day.
but onli 3 small potatoes stuff(finger food)
jus got no appetite to eat and i reali feel so tired.
i am so worri now about baby.
cos reali no reactions.
i noe baby is upset to.
but what to do, i could onli tell baby that daddy is workin.
till now i still feel very upset.
went out wit apple jus now at 5plus, acc her go eat.
but she did cheer mi up abit.
thx babe for accompanyin mi too.
i don intend to go out today ler.
kinda slpy.
but derrick wanna meet mi out cos i told him i didnt eat.
but is useless la.
no matter what u place infront of mi now.
i won have ani appetite.
cos baby is still givin mi temper.
i am havin a bit gastric ba, cos drank 2 cups of bubble tea onli.
maybe is cos i didnt eat but the drinks are cold.
i needa talk to baby.
hopefully baby will be okie tml.
if not i wil be worry sick.
ppl won understand how sad baby is, but i do.
cos i am havin the same feeling.

on 23rd my plan is to meet baby, then after that go shop for baby thing.
since we noe his sex then we could start preparin ler.
but everything cancel.
somemore worst thing is baby daddy is totally not into goin shoppin wit mi for baby stuff.
his reply was "u call my mum acc u lor"
i was like. "ur mum is not baby daddy!"
i understand is not important but u are tryin to show mi that u are goin to break ur another promise.
and tellin to tell mi that, onli the day i asked u to be free then u are free to acc mi out to get baby stuff, and that the rest of ur offs are left for ur frenx or whoever else is important then baby.
who told mi before he is willin to do everything for baby too.
why everything is still mi and mi alone!
i don understand.
i was so upset today, guess nobody will understand de ba.
idk what else i can say, cant give temper.
but i noe i still feel like crying thou.
if that is the case, rest assure that i won disturb u and won tell u anithing about baby animore.
cos in ur heart, the ppl u outcasted is nv ur frenx.
but is olways ur own family, mi and baby.
i don mid u treatin mi this way, leavin mi in ur hse alone.
but this is the first promise u broken to baby.
i did tell u before.
babies is sensitive.
i knew it beocs they trust us.
haix.
donnoe la.
upset upset upset.

xuemin

take mi away

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