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Monday, July 13--3:44:00 AMY

today woke up in the afternoon.
went ardmarity wit ivy.
then bubble tea and went home.
actualli thought will be meeting zoe and jiahui straight.
but jiahui went malaysia wit her mother-in-law and her mother.
and zoe was still slpin all the way till 5 plus.
lolx.
i didnt go iko hse either.
then end up sam came to pick mi up to his hse.
jus to try the dress for tml.
veri nice dress la.
pink de.
=)
thx mummy.
mummy actualli wans mi to stay there de.
but i told her i have plans.
but went back home jus to wait for zoe all the way till 8 plus.
went triple 8 la.
then after went singing till jus reach home.
frankly speaking.
i am abit tired.
didnt have gd slp recently.
donnoe why nitemares alot.
haix.
i need a gd rest thou.
my hse is so noisy.
sam keep askin mi to go his hse stay.
but i donnoe why.
jus didnt wanna go there.
sam was quite angry wit mi thou.
cos i was wit my guys frenx and zoe.
but i didnt even wanna spend time wit him.
but i jus donnoe why.
feel kinda weird thou.
derrick wanna meet mi early in the mornin for breakfast.
but i guess i will onli wake up in the afternoon.
he say he wanna talk to mi.
but was so secretive(not convinent to talk on phone)
then tml meet him ler.
will meet jiahui ler.
and zoe will come meet us at nite after her work.
then at nite they got countdown party at prince pub for sam bday

i reali reali donnoe what to do then is right lerx.
being wit sam is actualli a happi thing ba.
but even he say, i don feel so happi as before.
but why?
i jus wanna avoid him.
i don wanna care about him.
i jus wanna be in my own world wit my own group of frenx.
but now not him.
is like i suddenly outcasted him out of my life.
but he is now offically my bf.
i wanna be gd to him.
but i cant.
i noe what is stoppin mi.
but what else can i do?

and about zoe now.
i have asked her to abort.
thou i reali feel bad.
cos i am a mother to be myself.
and same situation.
i noe i should have ask her to be strong and have the baby.
but her bf is so much worst then my baby daddy.
my baby daddy is only immature.
but he has change abit lex.
and for the first 2 month of my prenancy
i still have him.
when i feel like eatin tian ji zhou, he buys up for mi=)
when we are watchin tv in my room.
he noes i love to lie on his lapp.
he will allow.
and he still love and dote mi like his one and only=)
everything i wanna do he will allow mi, as long as i am happi.
we still play and still like a veri sweet couple=)
i am lucky cos i did enjoy for 2 months wit him by myside.
right daddy?=)
now think back.
i am reali alot better then zoe.
her bf is a jerk!!!!!
fuck that kinda guy off.
but afterall.
is up to zoe la.
we as her frenx could onli support her now.
don wish to see her get into depression.
jiayou worx babe.
i can guide u for now but not forever.
but is reali tough on single mum.
i am goin through all this shit.
so i do noe.
and now baby daddy still wit mi ma.
thou broke up lerx.
but he is still responsible ba.
but he needs alot more time ba.
jiayou worx daddy.
i don wanna stress u either to be a gd daddy.
cos i too donnoe that wherede can i be a gd mummy either.
but as ppl tell mi.
being a gd mummy gotto wait till baby out and slowly adapt and learn.
i could teach u alot of things.
but hope u could promise mi to work hard abit wit mi to takkaire of baby.
like how to bath baby jayken.
how to make baby slp.
teach baby what is right and wrong tgt.
u are a gd guy, but jus need time to be a man.
i noe that day will come cos i trust u.
and i see abit in u now lerx.
=)

i reali need a gd slp lerx.
veri veri tired.
sam jus sms mi that he needa talk to mi.
well well.
i will needa give him a call first ba.
gd nite everybody=)

i love and miss u lots=)

xuemin
take mi away








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