9_'2'5''25_'6'04 明天和未来；哪一个会先到呢？

Friday, July 17--6:35:00 PMY

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facebook-ing is so bored nowadays.
nonesence qiuz and firend request.
actualli not much different compare wit friendster.
hmmm. gonna blog abitbit la. before i decide wherede i am gonna stay at home today or go out till nite again.
but gotto wake up abit early tml.
jus scare baby daddy parent will ask mi to go their hse till late afternoon tml.
but hopefully not
prince has asked mi to go down to pub tonite cos he misses mi.
but i was told that sam will be there tonite.
i donnoe wherede i should go cos i feel very uncomfortable now due to our cold war.
i jus force myself to eat bitbit of plain rice.
i noe is not enough, but baby still don feel like eatin.
i still feel like vomiting now.
headache abit la.
but still worry about baby lots.
3 more plus more to baby 21 weeks.
but baby still so unhappi.
okie la. gonna talk to baby awhile before i think wherede i am goin out for the nite anot.
hope baby can listen to mi ba=)

xuemin
9.22pm

woke up at 5 plus today.
slept quite late ystd again.
cos i was on the phone wit sam.
and meanwhile packin my room bitbit.
had a small agurement again wit sam ystd.
but for mi, i reali find it quite pointless ler.
i didnt sms him for the whole day ystd.
and he too was busy wit his stuff.
but he told mi he is waiting for mi to sms instead of he start smsin wit mi.
ani different?
we talk about things, my blog, my lappi and my phone.
cos is all still about mi and him.
all the pics, all the themes, and my password.
i was jus ignorin all those words that sam said.
and busy packin my room.
i jus don understand.
u noe i am in a damn bad mood ystd and u wanna find agurement wit mi.
but i didnt even get effected by u ba.
cos i am reali upset by baby daddy ler.
u are now jus usin "my bf" to tie mi by urside.
but my heart nv belongs to u.
u noe it better then everybody, cos u are changing.
pethaticly, u are a nuisence.
i don wanna say, but u should reali think of what u and i both reali wanted.
i wanted to be free from u.
but u?
i won get effected by u de la.

baby kick mi abit this afternoon when i woke up.
actualli is evenin ler.
cos i woke up at 5 pm.
lolx.
baby kick mi i think he is tellin mi he is abit hungry.
but when i see the food that mum cook.
and again, i don feel like eatin.
so since ystd whole day till today now. i onli ate 3 slices of bread and a cup of hot milo.
mum cooked dinner.
but i totally don feel like eatin.
still thinkin of those unhappi stuff la.
but quite tired thou.
maybe slpin early tonite. cos tml mornin i needa meet baby daddy dad to the uncle for leg massage.
so slpy la.
lolx.
baby till now no reaction lerx.
worry about baby again.
haix.
why temper so bad sia.
baby daddy sended mi an sms ystd nite.
ask mi to say gd nite to baby, and sorry.
but baby doesnt seems to be happi even i mention this.
i can feel that baby reali reali upset.
cos baby 5 months le, nv saw daddy before.
and when daddy finally promise to meet up but broke promise again.
i hope baby is not cryin in mi.
cos i donnoe jus feel reali heartache.
i jus can say to baby daddy.
if u are sincere enough to apologise to baby.
talk to baby urself ba.
but don promise baby anithing ler!
cos u will break his heart again de.
i rather i feel abit terrible by baby kickin then baby so quiet in mi.
i feel so upset and lost now.
i didnt wanna blame baby daddy but i am angry now cos baby still cant forgive him.
no matter how i talk to baby, baby jus ignore mi.
is onli when i ask baby wherede baby still angry.
he kick mi.
normally this time baby is active de.
baby mummy pls u not to let mi worry can.
i realli donnoe what else i can do or say to le baby don feel so upset.
but what i noe is, he love daddy alot.
but daddy reali love him too?
i donnoe lerx.
cos i was thinkin whole nite ystd.
daddy nv do anithing for baby before.
nv ever.
but baby still love and trust u so much.
as i told u, everybody still waitin for the day u change.
but as for mi, i don reali noe how to trust u ler.
nv hurt my baby again.
if not i will nv gonna forgive u too.

xuemin

take mi away

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