is time i let go of u ler.
since 08th dec 2008.
i reali wanna let u go now.
i said i hate u.
but i noe, i love u so much.
to mi is no longer important.
even if the one beside u wasnt mi, no longer matters to mi.
all i wanted is u to be happi.
i said i hate u, i don wanna see u.
is becos i am scare. seeing u i might not be able to give up.
leadin our own life now.
seems so tough wit dion around.
she look exactly like u.
when i misses u, i jus have to look at her.
my onli confession to u and the onli lies to my bf.
is i still love u.
but i reali on my way to give up on u.
thx for givin mi such a wonderful baby, i nv had a chance to tell u.
reali thx for everything since the past.
when i put the love in the consideration of u, there is nv hate in mi for u.
lets put everything aside ler.
u led ur life and i led mine.
there will be a chance whereby u will see text or calls from mi animore. i am forgetting everything about u.
wait a few months more. dion won be inbetween us ler.
the next stan of mine and the last will be meeting u up to court.
to fight for her legal sole custody.
i promise to take gd care of her. becos i love her more then u do.
the chances of mi havin her legal sole custody is 95% regardless of mentally or physically.
i noe u will hate mi damn fuckin much for doin this.
but trust mi.
since u love ur life, i am letting u go free away from all burden.
and this will do us gd to have a clean break.
if dion don rmb u. i swear i won tell her about u.
if u were to win the 5%.
i will let go of her too.
i won bother u all.
and i won come and disturb u all.
i am sorry. i will do this. but this is the last thing i were to come up wit to interrupt ur life.
let wait a few months more ba:)
take gd care.
xuemin
take mi away
♥xuemin
♥BABY PRINCESS(11.7 WEEKS) 20 MAY 2009
